what the hell are you talking about?

I know most people seek solace in a higher power or search for patterns in the universe to try and make sense of things that at their essence make no sense. It seems as per my standard operating measure that just the reverse is true for me. Often it is far more pleasing to my psyche to allow the undercurrent of chaos to drag me here and there like a ragdoll.
I relish the idea that no grand cosmic bias exists to help or hinder me through my days.
We all get what we get and you can take practically nothing and rule the world with it, or you can sit on a big heap of everything and sob quietly to yourself.

It's your popsicle - it's all up to you if you want to suck or not.

I get asked frequently if my atheism causes conflicts with a few of my beliefs that are considered to be "spiritual" by some. I can honestly say it doesn't cause me to lay awake at night, but truthfully I have no explanations for the unusual things that occur around and to me.
So don't ask me to get out the slide rule when I say that a ghost told me the future and then it came true.